Love... [Yeah... Ain't it always...]
Journal Entry: Sun Apr 6, 2008, 4:52 PM
- Mood:
Yearning - Listening to: Laava : "Wherever you are" [Wonderful so
- Reading: Hmm.. I don't know the english name.. ^_^''
- Watching: "Clannad" Pretty, pretty anime!
- Playing: Not so much lately...
- Eating: Nothin but noodles... and chocolate cake!
- Drinking: As much coffee as usual.. ^_^''
I'm such an idiot...!
I can't belive I keep coming back or more when I know that all I get is acts of pity.
Well just so you will understand my self-bashing I'll tell you a little story.
It's about me, who one day looked up at this other girl. And from that very moment that girl became my whole world...
She already know how I feel for her cuz I sorta said it indirectly after drinking like a whole box of wine.
But I feel that if I should be allowed to say that i am truly in love I have to say it straight to her face..
Well last night she slept over and about 1 am we went out smoking on my roof. [ I live on the third floor which is top, so it's kind of a pretty view.. ]
Anyways, I felt like it was the perfect place and time so I said it.. [ Though I said it kind of quietly and while looking down at my folded legs.. Blushing like hell too.. >///< ]
I know that she doesn't feel the same for me plus she already have a "friend with benefits" if you know what I mean... But she said:
I love you too honey, just in another way...
Then I asked if I could kiss her and yet again I looked down.. Then she lifted my head up and kissed me. [And by that I do not mean like a quick kiss but we did not make out... It was one of those sweet, gentle and romantic kisses...]
Then she held me in her arms and we sat there for I don't know how long... I lost track of time.
And I know that there will never be anything between us. And as long as she's happy I am totally fine with loving her on my own even though it hurts...
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"I'm game, Let's play!"
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WARNING! May contain traces of Cyinide, Lithium and Penis.
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And I got so into drawing the peice I just uploaded...
I will try to get a pic tomorrow!
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*~! Koneko Decaelum !~*
As long as you can find it in yourself to love another person, there will always be someone to love you back. You just have to find them.
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Lulu is what I get called on Gaia and I used to be there alot before...
It sorta got stuck in my head... ^_^''
But Cleo is my real name so I'd love it if ya called me that! >w<
Anna was my name at first but I changed it to Cleo like 2 months ago cuz I like that name sooo much better... I love my friends cuz they all have gotten used to calling me Cleo by now. ^^
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People will get too see mah swedish little face... >////<
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Cuz I have no pic of me in my new darker hair...
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Hehe now I'm sooo curious to see how it turns out!! >w<
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Well I'm fine with anythin.. But I'd love somethin that is lesbian love related...
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I'm practicing, what would you like?
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Yup Yup! 26th of April I will legally be able to buy cig! >w< I'd really love if yoo drew somethin for me! ^^ Then I'll definatly draw ya somethin for your birthday! When is that?
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ooo dropped out huh? fair enough. I dunno what I'm gonna do, prolly collage, take an art course, get better. Meeeeeeh.
SO would that be the 26th of april? I'll try draw something for you ^^ Tho it might be crap. Meh.
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Sounds like fuuun! I have been bitten on my back actually... ^_^'
That girl is such a little vampire... I have a red mark on my back!! >.<
Exams... Thats one thing I won't be missing! Yeah I dropped out of school and is now unemployed.. ^_^''
Gaah! I'm such a slacker!
Well as you have read already I confessed to that girl... >///<
And I'm actually taking her out for dinner the 27th.. [Cuz I turn 18 the 26th so then we will be able to order wine at the resturant]
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"I'm game, Let's play!"
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I've just finsihed my practice exams and my art is getting better ^^ I've been on the dA chatrooms and I havn't gone outside in a while. Anyway life has been a bit weird. (Friend telling me I'm sexy, getting glompped so hard I can't move my arm. Teaching my little cos (Girl) about sex.......chaos) but I don't believe them and my cos is now, 75 percent cuter!
Who, big comment O_O So hows life been treating ya?
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I have been uber busy irl with painting, the big problems of life and a certain girl so I havn't been on dev at all.. ^_^'
Whats up?
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"I'm game, Let's play!"
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